Books I'm Reading
Wednesday, July 2, 2008?
I am on a 5 days fast. This few weeks I have been seeking the Lord. Because there is so much things happening and I need direction. Really clueless about some of the thing I am going through. Exactly 1 week from today, I will be having 2 very important test. This 2 test I really cannot afford to fail. That why I am praying and fasting. Have been crying out to God like a baby boy. I really don't know what to do apart from that. God prompt me to pray this prayer in Psalm 6.1 O LORD, do not rebuke me in Your anger, Nor chasten me in Your hot displeasure. 2 Have mercy on me, O LORD, for I am weak; O LORD, heal me, for my bones are troubled. 3 My soul also is greatly troubled; But You, O LORD—how long? 4 Return, O LORD, deliver me! Oh, save me for Your mercies’ sake! 5 For in death there is no remembrance of You; In the grave who will give You thanks? 6 I am weary with my groaning; All night I make my bed swim; I drench my couch with my tears. 7 My eye wastes away because of grief; It grows old because of all my enemies. 8 Depart from me, all you workers of iniquity; For the LORD has heard the voice of my weeping. 9 The LORD has heard my supplication; The LORD will receive my prayer. 10 Let all my enemies be ashamed and greatly troubled; Let them turn back and be ashamed suddenly.
I believe eyes has not seen nor ear has heard nor heart has conceive for God is preparing me for a greater height and a mighty breakthrough! Blessing will come and doors will be open for me. Dream and vision coming to pass. Anointing and power of the Holy Spirit coming upon and overwhelm me.
But just now, as I return back from school going to NTUC to buy some food which I am cooking tonight. The devil is like trying to shut me off. While I am walking I hit the drain cover which is loosen out and I fell in front of the burger King outside Causeway point. I suffered some cuts in my palm, toes and fingers. It was embarrassed as there were many people walking and they stop and look at me. I felt so..... aiya suan le. The Holy Spirit then spoke to me that the devil is trying to make a fool of me. He is trying to sent a message to me that who am I to enjoy the blessing God is about to give me and who am I to do great thing. Suddenly I am so intimidated by the devil. Now then I know why God ask me to pray the prayer in Psalm 6. Anyway do keep me in prayer and when you see me do encourage me. Haha :)
Grace and Peace 3:52 PM