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Tuesday, May 27, 2008?
Last Sunday we celebrate those who born in the month of May. I also hehe... Here is the birthday cake. The kids love it man.

I have no learning center to teach. So I decided to guide Andre(His father went up to give a testimony during a service. I don't know if you guys still remember, his dad work for President S R Nathan) then also Joash and mei mei (Joyce) to do their art. Andre just waiting for me to glue for him. Then Joash. I already glue for him but he want me to paste for him!! I ask him Y? He say I don't want my hand to be sticky!! OMG.... As for mei mei I thought she will be the same so after I clue I want to paste for her but she insisted on pasting herself. Haha I was shocked! Kor Kor so scare dirty but mei mei is not! Look at Joyce. Soooo cute. The cream of the cake is all over her mouth. She damn funny la. Sunday we have prayer meeting so some of the teachers bought Burger King. Then we were eating fries. Little Joash and Joyce begin to notice and ask me to give them a few. Ok I secretly gave them some. I told them last le hor cannot eat already and must drink your water. They were obedience. Haha. Suddenly as I was eating half way, Joyce came to me. I thought she want to eat but she say she want to take a look into the box of fries. So I let her see and her reply was "wow" LOL.... her expression and tone was so funny lor. Haha


Ethan speaking in tongue?? LOL
It is Prayer meeting. So I knew Susan is not with her kids. So I sneak into the nursery room. Is been a long time I spent time playing with Ethan. I did that on sunday. Really enjoy every single moment. I comment on his hair and he was smiling at the same time touching his hair. I ask "Ethan, y ur hair so funny 1" he replied me "Issit???" touching his hair... haha. The nursery people wanted to take down all the kids name. Then she ask Ethan to spell his name and he manage to spell it and with a proud look on his face. Haha. She ask him to spell Erin name. He tried. "E.... ermm I dun noe.." Haha I help him with that. Then how to spell Erika. Ethan think and think... he finally confess he does noe know and with a pai sei face haha. I mean you got to experience it yourself. It WAS so FUNNY....

Then suddenly, I saw Ethan lifted up his hand and started to anyhow say some words. I was puzzled. Then I look back, I saw on the screen Pastor Ming was speaking in tongue. LOL then I understand. Ethan was trying to imitate Pastor Ming to speak in tongue. I laugh until my tears came out. Haha.. it was so real. Those who speak in tongue you will know "Shhhgabala" Haha it was exactly the same. I was left stunned. I then say "Ethan what r you speaking?" he was laughing. I took a video on him speaking in "tongue" you guys got to look at his hands. Haha. It was not as real as the 1st time he do that but still is cute and nice. Enjoy....


Grace and Peace 8:09 PM


Saturday, May 24, 2008?
Before I went service today, I pray to God that I want to have a heart of expectancy and to experience the move of God during service. Through out the service everything was normal ba. Then Pst Tan talk about example through brokenness. It really open up my eyes to see ear to hear. Pastor begin to talk about we need to be broken to achieve breakthrough in life. Trail and problem are only for a moment and we should never quit nor give up. Pastor also talk about God will use our experience to be an example to someone else life. So I believe all the bad experience I have gone through, can be an example to encourage other people, I can set a benchmark in their life because I already overcome it with victory. Pastor ask us to have faith, steadfast heart and to do the will of God. Then everything that happen will make sense and fall into place.

Pastor Tan gave altar call. Finally is for those people that is not CG leader or connect grp leader or any leader la. I believe Pastor make a right call to these people who really want to serve God but because of reason they are being hindrance. The presence of God was strong and I responded. But I am not sure if I want to go forward. For some reason when I saw 1 of my friend goes forward, it gave me encouragement. So I went. I sat at the 5th row so I manage to stand in the 1st row. I begin to worship God and wait upon His touch. The experience standing in front was good as the presence of God was very strong. Is getting heavier and heavier... I felt the anointing and power of God came upon me. Both my hand became numb. But not really numb also cuz how come all of a sudden numb. Then I felt the Holy Spirit spoke to me it is the God anointing your hand. I feel electricity in my hand, I tried to close my hand but there is pain. The feeling is too strong for me to contain. Tears flow out through my eyes. Jesus is standing in front of me. That is how I felt. Any moment I might fall down myself. I start to tremble heavily. I know myself as once I am being lay hand the power of God will come upon me strongly. When Pastor Aries lay hand on me, I can't remember how he lay hand on me, the moment I start to fall, I am just being electrocuted repeatedly by God before I reach the floor. I knew it that God will going to come strong on me. As I am lying on the floor, Holy Spirit came and reminding me of His promise on giving me a new wine skin, a new anointing and a new level of breakthrough. I needed a security personnel to help me up as I am just too weak to get up myself. Thank God I went down. God heard my prayer, as there was a mighty move of God in me. It was a moment of decision to follow Jesus for His kingdom! Amen.

Grace and Peace 9:50 PM


Friday, May 23, 2008?

Went to eat Pork rip soup before CG with Jason and Yi Jun beside RiverWalk. Taste not bad.. haha. :)

My presentation today was good. Mr Ricky Puru, my lecturer who is a very VERY strict and demanding teacher praise me for being the best speaker. Hehe... Many of my friends said I look well in formal clothes but i find myself look old.


Grace and Peace 11:57 PM


Thursday, May 22, 2008?
CHAMPIONE CHAMPIONE OLE OLE OLE
CHAMPIONE CHAMPIONE OLE OLE OLE

THE 2008 UEFA CHAMPION LEAGUE WINNER

MANCHESTER UNITED


It was a cold raining night in Moscow, Russia. The final of the Europe top league match held in the Luzhniki Stadium. It was between Manchester United and Chelsea.
The trophy!!
Suffer a cut. But he played an important part to Man Utd 1st goal!!
Is a Goal....... Ronaldooooooooo He is simply world class
Ryan Giggs made his record breaking appearances for Man Utd breaking Sir Bobby Charlton records of 758 matches!
Ronaldo missed the VERY important penalty
John Terry need to score this penalty in order for Chelsea to win BUT he missed!!!
Van Dar Sar vs Anelka. He needed to save to allow Man Utd to win! And... HE DID IT!! WOOOOOOOO
GLORY GLORY MAN UTD
GLORY GLORY MANUTD
GLORY GLORY MAN UTD
AS THE RED DEVIL BECOME THE CHAMPION!!!

It was a night of tears for me. A joy of tears. The last time I witness Man Utd whom I support for 12 years now, crown the King Of Europe since 1999 when they beat Bayern Munich with 2 late late goals. I was then P6. Right now I am in my final year of Poly and they did it after so many years of waiting and trying. I was overwhelm by the match and overjoy by the results. It was a special moment for me. You may laugh but Man Utd's blood flow in my vain!! When they scored the 1st goal my Ronaldo, I was jumping with joy and shouting victory slogan. But Lampard equalise my heart sink. A full time and extra time period cannot determined the winner thus penalty need to be implemented. I was holding my breath and my heart was pounding POUNDING. Ronaldo misses his kick and my world falls apart. Fear came to me. Tears row down my cheek. I can't bear to watch anymore, it was simply too intense. John terry the player whom must score to win the match. I can't watch.... he step up... my hand was cover my face with only half of my eyes looking... he starts to kick and I stand up and... he misses.... wa... it was a HUGE relief for me. Confidence comes back to me. Now is Anelka turn to shoot. He need to score to help Chelsea stays in the match. I was praying and hoping Van Dar Sar to save the ball. My heart was fill with expectancy. He steps up... and VAN the man!!! He save the ball and trophy goes to Man Utd!! WOOOO. I could not believe my eyes and I was shouting in my room "Come on", "We r the Champion" and "WooooHooooo" I was shouting at the top of my voice at 5+ in the morning. My dad came in and scolded me but I dun care I continue jumping with joy. I was a unforgettable moment. After waiting for 9 years I watch my team lift the trophy. I watch the celebration till 6am and I am excited to sleep. I need to wake up at 9am. 3 hrs of slp... but at the end of the day is all worth it.
As usual....
Glory to Manchester united. In United we stand!

Grace and Peace 1:16 PM


Monday, May 19, 2008?
CG = FAMILY??
Pst Kong Shared this sermon. Determined for yourself if it is reliable and making sense. The context today is base upon my CG. Thanks and enjoy.....
When family break up, everything will gone wrong for everybody. It is selfishness and stubbornness that cause problems in a family. We all need friendship and companionship. Human being are make for relationship.
Why family is important?
1. The family is the shelter from storm
2. The family is the learning center for life
3. The family is the place to play
4. The family is the launch pad for ministry
What we can learn from the family??
a) We can learn relationship from the family
b) We learn character from our family
c) We learn values from our family
1. My CG is the shelter from storm Hmm ok
2. My CG is the learning center for life Agree
3. My CG is the place to play Play too much tio kan
4. My CG is the launch pad for ministry Haven launch out engine died le.
a) I learn relationship from the CG?? Can I have 1 as in BGR? Cuz the last time I check is impossible for me. In term of friends, some just live in their own world and some is just so fake. Worst still some backstabber you.
b) I learn character from the CG?? I learn to be more tough and stubborn. YEAH...
c) I learn values from the CG??? OMG Rebellion lor...
Happy relationship don’t happen itself cuz. It need hard work to make it.
Disclaimer: The posting is just a sharing by the author and is not necessary to be the conviction or feeling of him.

Grace and Peace 9:03 PM


Friday, May 16, 2008?
1mins........
To Jurong East......
I run my life out for that train.......
I hold tightly to my bible and chiong.......
I run up to the platform and the train was there already
1st door = full
2nd door = full
3rd door = full
OMG.....
4th door = Manage to squeeze in
Then SUDDENLYsomething caught my eyes in the train
...
.....
........
A pretty girl.... weeee!!
she is so nice man... sweet looking and hot (not those kind of lian) She is small in size so is also adorable hehe... She just stand beside me as we squeeze the train.... :)

I always find it very funny. Whenever I wear expensive branded clothes, dress so cool and nice and my hair is style etc.. I seldom get a chance to see such a beautiful girl and some more so close with me. But just now I was sweating and wearing a simple tee and shorts. With my hair smelly and like a bushes of dry grasses. O man.... She dress very well too.. simple but stylish. Hehe....

I saw, as usual, many couple around me. In my school, my pals all have stead and always talk about their life with a girlfriend. I can only sit by the side and dream.... Arhhh. Many things going through my mind on my way home and i was just about to board a lift up to my house I heard a song.... "Right here waiting for you" - You hear that??

Grace and Peace 10:56 PM


Monday, May 12, 2008?

In United we stand!!

GLORY TO MANCHESTER UNITED!!!

Grace and Peace 12:24 AM


Sunday, May 11, 2008?
A Happy Man!!!

After 5 weeks of absent in Playgroup, I finally gone back this week. I was so happy. I could not contain the joy. Seriously la is better to be with my kids then to be with my friends. Haha.. joking la all are precious to me. O man I tell you I had a big smile on my face through out the morning. I had a wonderful moment with Joash and Joyce(mei mei), we had a great time of fun play. Some of the mummy was surprise to see me around. Is glad to greet them once again at the door steps. The time I wait came... Pst Derek 2 princess came, Erin and Erika. Pastor's maid was smiling at me and say"long time never see you already" Can you imagine even maid are in a good relationship with me. There was a moment when Erin was trying to bring her sister to play some toys, the expression she gave was... OMG.. so loving and cute... aiya words cannot express it out. Guest what??? I saw my boy, Ethan. I gave him a juicy kiss and hug. Is been 5 long hard weeks for me. When I saw him, he gave me strength. I spoke to him a while and really miss those time that I play with him and chat with him. In conclusion, it was a great time la. Wooooo. Anyway I got to know a new helper her name is Dorthy. Haha she is 20 same as me.. amen.. LOL... in SOT now. We have a nice simple chat on our way to MRT and she was shocked that I am in church for so long. My years in ministry is longer than her in church but yet she is in SOT haha so she also powerful la like Daphne :) I told her a little bit about me la... then I am shocked she said that she can only see me in 2 weeks time. Haha... ya lor me too. Bo bian next week got to go JW for service. Is never easy for me to serve on Sunday, Expo. I need to wake up early and my transport fees also. But I choose to serve is because, in Playgroup there is always somethings that money cannot buy. Is really a good day for me.

I bought my mum Capitaland Voucher for mummy day gift. She say she is touch and like it very much. Haha wa.... I promise Pst Kong I will do something I mean the whole church confessed la haha so I did that by blessing her something. Have you buy anything for your mum??

HAPPY MUMMY DAYS

Grace and Peace 3:50 PM


Saturday, May 10, 2008?
This week I think I really share a lot in my blog. But I think what I about to share is something VERY important, URGENT and perhaps shocking or scary to some people. I use my life as a guarantor, what I about to share here is by no mean true based on the Holy Bible. I was talking to Daphne and she reminded me something that I seldom think about it - Jesus is coming back very soon. We talk about our life right now and the problems we are facing. We seen people leaving Church and not doing well so we have a burden for these people and of course our family. Can anyone tell me what will happen to our life and to this world 50 years from now?

An Overview of The End Time Events
The Bible said VERY clearly that Jesus is coming back for the 2nd time. 3 times in 1 chapter Jesus said " I am coming quickly" in Revelation 22. There are just too much things to share and I do not want to share everything because of various reason so I hope this overview will capture into your soul. There are 7 seals in the Bible. A seal, the Bible say is a series of event that will take place leading to the 2nd coming of Jesus. There are 2 part to the seals. The 1st part is the beginning of sorrow. The 2nd part is the climax of sorrow. I want to focus on the 2nd part because all the 1st part had already happen. The 5th seal is the Great Tribulation. Great Tribulation is when the Christian are being killed all over the world. The anti-Christ will rise and do a series of things. The abomination of desolation will happen according to Daniel in the Bible. There were many anti-Christ through out the history. People such as Hitler and Nero Caesar. The end time anti-Christ, he will have power from Satan and will be showing sign and wonder, heal the sick and deceive people. Complacency and compromise and no backbone for Jesus will be the main factors Christian and Church back out!!!
The Great Tribulation will last 3 1/2 years according to Daniel 7:25. It will be a time of trail for us. Jesus said we cannot fight back. All we can do is to run and hide if danger occur to us. So the 5th seals is Great Tribulation. The 6th seal is the blackout! The Bible say the sun and moon no longer give its light and the earth will be in total darkness. That will be the time all the wicked will run. Now is their turn to run haha. So which run do you want to involve? 1st or 2nd? Those who don't believe in Jesus will be tremble and hide all they can. When the trumpet sound, there will be a bright light shining from heaven. It is th glory of God so bright that fill the entire earth! Those Christian who were dead will resurrect and those who still around will be rapture up to meet God for the "Marriage Supper of the lamb" Once that happen, the 7 trumpets judgment will happen. World war 3 will happen when Russia and her allies attack Israel. The Bible say World war 3 will take place in the middle east and 200 Million soldiers will be involve. The bible say it very clearly this war will called "The battle of Armageddon" - The trumpet #6 There is a movie name Armageddon. They took from the Bible. It is not fairy tale or some bluff people story. It is no joke because it is all real! The 7th and last seal is the wrath of God. Christian will be judge according to the standard of relationship, obedience, faithfulness, fruitfulness, motives and power. I shall go no further and zoom in to a very important question. When will be the 2nd coming of Christ. Actually the events said in the Bible are already happening and the 5th seal is emerging slowly....
So when.....?
The Bible say nobody will know the exact timing but the season and period we will know. There will be events showing the 2nd coming. The Bible refer Israel as a fig tree. (Mt 24:32) So when the fig tree put forth its leaves, it will be the beginning of countdown to the 2nd coming. The Bible is so true... Israel officially grant independent in 1948. Israel was born as a nation. The fig tree had blossom. So People who born after 1948, they might be witness the 2nd coming of Christ. The Bible say in Luke 21:29-32, after the fig tree birth forth leaves, it will be the final generation. So how long is a generation?? The Bible explain as follow....
1) Job 42:16 - Job lived 140 years and saw 4 generation. So 1 generation is about 35 years.
2) Mt 1:17 - Abraham to Jesus was about 42 generations. Around 2000 years thus 1 generation is 48 years.
3) Ps 90:10 - According to this verse, a normal person can live between 70-80 years old. So 1 generation is between 70-80 years
4) The length of time Israel spent in Egypt. - God told Abraham that his descendants will be afflicted for 400 years and would return back to Israel in the 4th generation. So 1 generation is 100 years.
So a generation can range between 35 years to 100 years. Israel is reborn in 1948 as the fig tree put forth leaves - it is the start of the final generation in human mankind!!! So...
The 2nd coming of Jesus will be around 1983 to 2048. This year is 2008. 60th years of Israel independent. You can count for yourself. How many years left to go? It might be early than 2048 or it might be later than that. I don't know. But what I know is we are living in the very closing hours of human history. There is still alot of things to shares but beside all this information or to some people fiction story, I want to sent a strong message across to both Christian and non-Christian. I have no position to tell you what to do because i have flaws in my life and I am not perfect. But at least I am hanging on to God when I face problems in life. To Christian, you are on your right track so if you want to give up half way, then I ask you to think twice. Don't deceive by Satan God's grace is always there for us IF we truly love Him. To non-Christian, God loves you. Jesus died for your sin. It takes many years for me to fully understand many of the aspect of Christianity. To follow Jesus is a life journey and our destination is heaven. Indeed we are running out of time. God gave you 2 choices. Life and Dead. he gave you freedom to choose and will not force you. So you decide....

Grace and Peace 12:08 AM


Wednesday, May 7, 2008?
Life beyond yourself....
Last night, I was watching Joyce Meyer's show on the Internet. This week is a historic telecast through out America as Joyce Meyer ministry shows the biggest crusade ever done in India. India with a population of 1 Billion people! Guess what? only 3% are Christian. Although their 3% is far more than the population of Singapore, it is still a pity sigh to see the nation of India fading away from Christ.

Joyce Meyer ministry begin their journey to India for mission work. After watching the 1/2 hr telecast, I felt the Holy Spirit was telling me be contented of what you have and a life beyond yourself. Most people in India live in slum and the living condition is very VERY bad. I guess many people can imagine that. In the show, I saw many sick people from young to old. Poor family who sold their daughter to the brothel for money. Woman in the sex industry, most of them were being force and they do have kids. Their kids grow up in a environment seeing all the things that were dirty and immoral. 10 years ago, there were 3000 sex workers in Mumbai alone but right now there are about 300 of them. Thanks God for Joyce Meyer ministry and other organisation that help the people there. The world is so big, you will never know where to find people that is struggle through life. Yes.. there is so much we can do but the least we can do is to sow a seeds to Ministry that the Holy Spirit lead you to and to pray for them.

Joyce Meyer ministry build new houses for about 50 families. In the day time, she and her teams go round villages and help the poor and needy. At night, the crusade was lead by HillSong and Delirious in Praise and Worship and preaching by Joyce Meyer. Thousands of people responded to the altar call! Amen. Close to 1 Million people turn up for the crusade! Jesus gave us the Great Commission. We need to do mission and get them save but I believe that we cannot just pray for revival and get them save when they are dying. When their life are perishing and they do not have a proper place to stay. For what you do mission when you don't help them???

Our life is not just our studies and work and CHC. All this are important. I feel that we need to open our eyes big and see the people around the world that need help. You may say that I can't even help myself how can I help other? I agree. So I always pray I will be prosper and my life will flourish. I don't have much now but I choose to start small. Beside all the building fund, offering and my tithe, I sometime sow to Joyce Meyer Ministry. My conviction is that I sow to those ministry that helps the needy people in those poor country and not just spreading the gospel only and doing nothing to help their life. I usually don't sow to non christian organisation. Not because they are not good but I feel I should sow to those ministry that save souls and help souls. Maybe you have different thinking so I say we need to be lead by the Holy Spirit. The bible ask us to pray and bless Israel. At the end time, God will judge us base on our attitude towards Israel. So I sow twice to Israel through Pst Ulf Ministry. Although is just a few bucks but is a good start and a seeds is sow. I believe those seeds will eventually turn up to be a fruits. Yeah!!

The point I want to say is let us don't just pray the things that is happening in your life or your church. Pray for a bigger picture. CHC is not everything. Read about works done by other ministry that have different vision as us. We are all a body of Christ not just our own church. The bible gave us the Word not only for CHC but for all church and ministry. I just see too many people living for themself. I am sick and tired to see people bound by legalism and just can't be flexible. We are bound by grace. The Holy Spirit lead us. We should live beyond our self.

Disclaimer: The above comments are my personal conviction and does not mean to offence people nor any other means.

Grace and Peace 3:36 PM


Tuesday, May 6, 2008?
What is NAPFA test?
The National Physical Fitness Award Scheme (NAPFA) is a test of physical fitness for Singaporeans as part of Singapore's Sports For Life programme. It was launched in 1982.
NAPFA involves a series of five stations and a 2.4-km Walk-Run for secondary school students. All of the station tests are attempted on the same day, with a 2–5 minute rest period permitted between stations. The Walk-Run item may be attempted on a different day, although sometimes a 2-week window limit is set.
Napfa is coming and I am still slacking. Is been 2 years that I got involve in it. For the past 1 month, I tried all the station myself and I was astonish to see my results....
Station Current Record Target
Sit Up(1 Min) 30 50 50times
Standing broad jump 220 215 23ocm
Sit & reach ??? 31 40cm
Pull up 4 5 7times
Shuttle run ??? 9.21 9.15sec
2.4 Km run 11.15 9.16 9.30min
As you can see, I am still far away from my record and target for my 2008 Napfa. Intensive training is under going....

Grace and Peace 8:19 PM


Monday, May 5, 2008?
I just came back from a search. My mum friend, her son went MIA since morning going to school. Usually the boy, Bao Wen, will reach home around 5+. After 7pm, he was still no where to be seen. Auntie mei begin to press the panic button. Uncle Lawrence was having night class, so unable to handle the situation. Auntie Mei call my mum around 9pm. So I decided to ride my bicycle and look for Bao Wen. I went to many estate and took me 1 hour. Right now as I am blogging, Uncle Lawrence and my cousin are searching for them. A few speculation have been mention. Either he is rebellion and refuse to go home (He got history of that) or he did not go to school at all because of fear for exams.

During the 1 hour of search, I met a dog, it chase me sia... lucky the owner came to my rescue. Then I also met a Malay guy who all of a sudden call me brother and I stop and turn back. He ask me whether I am the 1 who deliver cigarette. OMG

OOOO Thank God la... My mum just receive the call from Auntie Mei.... Bao Wen is home. Not sure what happen yet as he is instructed to go take a shower and then I think Auntie Mei will slowly ask him ba.... So I say treat your children well. Don't put too much pressure on them. Studies is important but their life is more important - Priceless.

Grace and Peace 11:43 PM


Friday, May 2, 2008?
Everyday there will be plenty of thoughts that I will ponder on. So sometime you see me with a face that is so moody. You may see me laughing here and there with friends but when I am alone, is back to square 1. Hmm there is so much things I can write about.... The CG sing birthday song for me today. Dun really feel anything.. haiz.... but I saw her smile. KL talk about many things. And I feel every words that he say is directly to me. Yes is for the whole CG but I kana the most. I find myself feeling less happy as my age increase. In my own life, there is so much I had to go thru... in church is the same thing. How I wish there is someone there that I can share with and to be comfort. God is always there, I know cuz He will be my best friend always. But He sent me people. So the question is, where is the 1??

I suppose to have decide to go back to my ministry. But the authority refused to allow me to go back unless KL gave me an official green light. Is so funny right?? Most people don't want to commit to anything but I am the opposite. I want to serve but cannot. I go for CG, SVS. I also want to serve... is that so difficult?? I just want to do something that is out of devotion. Something that I love to do and I will find joy in. Is that so difficult. It seem everything that I do is ALL WRONG. What is a family? People always claim we are a family but the things that they say always don't consider the feeling of other people.

My Mum bought for me 張信哲 de new album. 張信哲 have been my idol for many years. I love his song because the song always sing out my feeling and emotion. In the new album, there is 1 song that really bring out my current emotion. The title is 最好的時光. "The best moment." I played it on the background music in my blog. How I wish I can sing to somebody. The "U" in the song can refer to many people. It can refer to her, the kids in my Playgp etc.... My best moment can only be happen in my dream thus far.... KL ask me what is my wish for my birthday? I mean what can I say after all the things had happen. 1st - Delay, 2nd - Pending, 3rd - Impossible?? Perhaps all I could ask is to be more happy ba.




Grace and Peace 11:12 PM


Thursday, May 1, 2008?
A morning to remember
Haha.... yesterday was a night to remember while today was morning. An unusual way of celebrating my birthday but I like it. It is simple. Surprise that she was there. But anyway thanks guys... you know who you are, I really appreciated the effort. Especially my chauffeur for the day. Mr Benjamin aka "see mata" LOL. Thanks to him, I rode my 1st ever Motor. It was awesome, incredible experience. He went to 100Km/hr. I nearly freak out. But it was nice and cool haha. We went ChongPang market to eat. Haha full of aunties and uncles. Jian Hui sung the birthday song there... it was 1 of the worst song ever but to me it was sweet. I never forget what he did to me. Haha.... Is nice to have a simple celebration with a group of friends which I am more comfortable with rather than 1 whole group of people celebrating in a restaurant.


Fishbowl on my head??
Yeah!!
Shhhh.. wishing for U :p
Yummy turn sour....
JianHui the culprit but Daphne the Mastermind

Saw the different?? Such a nice cake became a farces!! LOL....

Received quite a few sms greeting and I thank God for them. They remembered my birthday! Some was a totally shock haha some should noe who he is.... For those who never sms me should repent! Haha.... It was a joyful 2 days and I enjoy myself a lot. Is been 20 years of living.... Is time for me to do something. :)
Happy Labour day and Happy Birthday!!

Grace and Peace 4:00 PM