All of a sudden, I am afraid. I am scare. My faith level drop. I no longer have the capacity to pursuit the love I am after. I am disturbed by the things that is happening around me. I start to doubt myself. What make me think that I can do better than them to prevent such thing from happening? My future is still uncertain that why I can't give her any sense of security. I am playful in my own nature. I can't wait anymore because I don't deserve it and I don't know how to maintain it. Why must true happiness always end in a sadden way? Why must the promise and passion be broken? There is no love that can last for eternal but only the Love of Jesus that can last to eternal. I know I love her but is she getting the message? Perhaps this is the question many people ask that also lead to broken relationship.....
Wednesday, August 20, 2008?
Once upon a time I was falling in love But now I'm only falling apart There's nothing I can do A total eclipse of the heart Once upon a time there was light in my life But now there's only love in the dark Nothing I can say A total eclipse of the heart
Grace and Peace 1:54 PM