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Sunday, January 11, 2009?
Went to serve at PlayGrp this morning. Thankful for all the teachers whom were so welcome to see me back. Florence, my BBG friend, she said my face grow fatter. Ps Derek's maid also said that. It is true that I gain 2kg on Paris. Florence see my face and she said.. my look tell her that I am still so hungry for God. Some people never attend church for a long time their fire will cease off.. she added. I think it is the glory of God in me ba. The light that shine. Anyway today was an exciting day. To see the kids expression when they look at me. Some stare and walk away as if nv see me b4 some stare and think for a very long time trying to figure out who am I. Haha their expression was so funny. Only 1 person call me Teacher CK - Ethan John Dunn!! My darling Boy =) I went to the 3-6 yrs old room to look for him. He seem to be having fun indeed.
Me: Halo.. Ethan.. teacher miss u
Ethan: Halo teacher CK
Me: Do you miss me?
Ethan: Ermmmm not really
Me: Y but I miss u so much
Ethan: Because I am having so much fun here!!
LOL... haha anyway we had a short but sweet conversation. I told him I buy a tee shirt from Disneyland. He was quite happy. I kiss his head haha love hugging him and smell him. Not disgusting but simply because Ethan is my BOY! I watch him grow up so have this relationship le. Erin and Erika was so shy to see me and I don't know Y. Haha. They cook something for me but ask Mingwei to pass to me. They dare not come near me. Erika became so cute le. Erin as usual the xiao Jie type.
Joyce lei not so"Guai". Due to her brother Joash went over to the other class, Joyce kept crying and not obedience. At 1st when I saw Joash, he stare at me nv call me. Then I went over again.. he saw me and came to me. He call teacher CK!! Haha That is my boy mah. Had a fruitful morning serving the kids. They always make my day. Auntie Joy - Ps Derek's maid, hang the HP strips I bought for her on her HP le. Haha. Mingwei was saying C U tml to the other auntie. Then he corrected to next week. I joke. Wa Mingwei you want to date auntie for a movie tml issit. LOL.... I added that Mingwei you must ask Pastor Derek 1st. Auntie repied "TEACHER CK!!!" LOL... =)
Below are some of the random picture I took in London. Went to quite a few places so just post some and more will come as the day goes
Yesterday I was not in my right mind taking to this sister. My attitude was lousy and not a man I should be at all - Pride. Really disappointed with me for this few days. In the beginning of 2009 was great. I caught the Vision Ps Kong lay out and was very excited. But some how I became faithless. Got to know my Andy being attach and Elisha my ex Ministry friend also attach too. I find myself in a situation of comparing. I know I should not but this is human nature. I spoke to her and I thought I am not pushing her but in fact I am pushing her and pressuring her. Myself to blame ba for getting the answer. - "The truth is we are just a friend" Well... all I need is to accept it and face the reality which many said - Now is not the time or the age factor. MY NS and SOT are the 2 other things that was bothering me. Ps Derek Yesterday mention about SOT during the altar call. Immediately God's presence hit me and I was crying non stop in an instant. I am not kidding you can ask Ben. John Bevere preach a message that warn us about Judgement seat and that kind sermon will not cause me to cry or what so ever. But during the altar call for sinner.. I have no idea Y Pastor mention SOT. I believe is a double confirm. Now I am in the junction do not know if I am to go right, left, straight or to stay where I am. Is a hard decision to make. Is the love real or issit just temporary? 1 of my ministry member suddenly ask me "How u and the girl you like?" Of all qns she ask me that. I also don't know how to answer her. Because me myself also don't know.
Later is Manchester United vs Chelsea. The day I support Chelsea for a match will be the day you know I have succeed.
Grace and Peace 5:13 PM