Books I'm Reading
Wednesday, April 9, 2008?
SIGH.....
Barely 2 weeks and I miss them. Especially these 4 kids of mine. So far things have not been doing well in my spiritual life. My prayer life have been very dry. Trying to breakthrough into the realm of the Spirit.
School going to start on Monday. Not really looking forward to it. But since is the last semester where I study so I got to go through it.
My driving test is in 2 weeks time. I am very VERY stress!! Do keep me in prayer.
Whenever I try to sleep nowadays, I will think about many things. Is getting into my nerve and the problem I face is getting higher. Just feeling very down. Birthday coming in 3 weeks time. (Not hinting any1) It will be my 20th year living here on earth. I got 3 wishes this year. (U can see my MSN nick) 1st is to go oversea attachment and going to at least 3 countries b4 I go NS. 2nd is to get my car licence on my 1st try. (How happy my 20th birthday will heavily depend on this) 3rd is... well forget it. I know it wun happen.
When I look at them, there will be a smile on my sorrow face.
Barely 2 weeks and I miss them. Especially these 4 kids of mine. So far things have not been doing well in my spiritual life. My prayer life have been very dry. Trying to breakthrough into the realm of the Spirit.
School going to start on Monday. Not really looking forward to it. But since is the last semester where I study so I got to go through it.
My driving test is in 2 weeks time. I am very VERY stress!! Do keep me in prayer.
Whenever I try to sleep nowadays, I will think about many things. Is getting into my nerve and the problem I face is getting higher. Just feeling very down. Birthday coming in 3 weeks time. (Not hinting any1) It will be my 20th year living here on earth. I got 3 wishes this year. (U can see my MSN nick) 1st is to go oversea attachment and going to at least 3 countries b4 I go NS. 2nd is to get my car licence on my 1st try. (How happy my 20th birthday will heavily depend on this) 3rd is... well forget it. I know it wun happen.
When I look at them, there will be a smile on my sorrow face.
Simply loves her.... my sweetheart
How I wish my kids in future will be as cute and smart as Pastor Derek's 3 lovely kids. Ethan, Erin and Erika. I am honor and privilege to serve Pastor Derek by taking care of Ethan and Erin for the past 2 years every Sunday morning. I mean even my mum knows that they are part of my life. I came to know that Ethan and Erin sleep in the same bedroom. Haha so cute!! No wonder Erin is so obedience to Ethan. At night when light is off Ethan sure have his ways on Erin to submit to him haha... I have many story on how Erin will listen to Ethan. I can see Erin loves her 2 sibling . I was playing with Erika during Easter then Erin came and told me "her name is Erika" My heart melt. It is a simple words but the expression and the feeling she gave me was indescribable.
I just wonder do they miss me....
Grace and Peace 11:55 PM