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Saturday, May 24, 2008?
Before I went service today, I pray to God that I want to have a heart of expectancy and to experience the move of God during service. Through out the service everything was normal ba. Then Pst Tan talk about example through brokenness. It really open up my eyes to see ear to hear. Pastor begin to talk about we need to be broken to achieve breakthrough in life. Trail and problem are only for a moment and we should never quit nor give up. Pastor also talk about God will use our experience to be an example to someone else life. So I believe all the bad experience I have gone through, can be an example to encourage other people, I can set a benchmark in their life because I already overcome it with victory. Pastor ask us to have faith, steadfast heart and to do the will of God. Then everything that happen will make sense and fall into place.Pastor Tan gave altar call. Finally is for those people that is not CG leader or connect grp leader or any leader la. I believe Pastor make a right call to these people who really want to serve God but because of reason they are being hindrance. The presence of God was strong and I responded. But I am not sure if I want to go forward. For some reason when I saw 1 of my friend goes forward, it gave me encouragement. So I went. I sat at the 5th row so I manage to stand in the 1st row. I begin to worship God and wait upon His touch. The experience standing in front was good as the presence of God was very strong. Is getting heavier and heavier... I felt the anointing and power of God came upon me. Both my hand became numb. But not really numb also cuz how come all of a sudden numb. Then I felt the Holy Spirit spoke to me it is the God anointing your hand. I feel electricity in my hand, I tried to close my hand but there is pain. The feeling is too strong for me to contain. Tears flow out through my eyes. Jesus is standing in front of me. That is how I felt. Any moment I might fall down myself. I start to tremble heavily. I know myself as once I am being lay hand the power of God will come upon me strongly. When Pastor Aries lay hand on me, I can't remember how he lay hand on me, the moment I start to fall, I am just being electrocuted repeatedly by God before I reach the floor. I knew it that God will going to come strong on me. As I am lying on the floor, Holy Spirit came and reminding me of His promise on giving me a new wine skin, a new anointing and a new level of breakthrough. I needed a security personnel to help me up as I am just too weak to get up myself. Thank God I went down. God heard my prayer, as there was a mighty move of God in me. It was a moment of decision to follow Jesus for His kingdom! Amen.
Grace and Peace 9:50 PM